32 weeks update :)


Eeeek.. Am 32 weeks today! Gosh dont know where the time has gone.. Just feels like yesterday when i was 7 weeks!! And now this baby is going to be here reall soon! 

They say the baby is the size of a kale now on my pregnancy app.. (All i know is that yes its big!) … Am starting to get to the stage where now its like hurry up and im bored already for this waiting game for the next few weeks!! I jus can see this baby coming within the next 6 weeks cause i think we r both getting irritated! And i jus feeel like a whale!!!!! 

I also had my antenatal appointment today and was told the head is down and babys in position which freaked me out even more like **** its getting close! Everything else was good aswell which put my mind at rest…

Just cant imagine me, myself and i with 2 children in like 2 months time .. eeek.. What am i going to do? What am i going to be like? Will i favour one child over the other.. How does it work hahhaha ;)… 

I belive this is the right time for my hospital bag as im back at college and will be busy with that for the next 6 weeks so wnt really have time to do it.. Whilst i was packing i was like omg am i forgetting anything. Do i need something.. Its like my mind has gone blank and have forgotton my first childs experience (except the labour!!☺️) .. Did loads of baby shopping this week! Makes it feel more real! 

Is there anybody else out there whos in the last trimester.. How r u feeling? Anyone want to share the feelings of having two children.. Would love to hear about your journeys!! 

  1. Student Mummy xxx


For my Dad …

I know a man of humility, love and kindness.
This man is not so famous to the world but he is so famous in my world.
To raise kids ain’t an easy job, With a wage that wasn’t enough,
Growing up in an environment so down to earth,
He made sure the kids followed what he demanded for,
He made them all disciplined,well behaved and independent souls.
It wasn’t an easy task for him,
Though rough from outside,soft from inside,
Thinking for others first before his ‘s is the motto of his life.
This man whom I know for years and is none other than my Dad..
My hero, my inspiration of strength and also my great weakness,
This man have stood by me in all my imperfections, giving me strength and encouraging me towards perfections. Taught me to fight the wild storms in life,
Taught me to love selflessly,
Taught me to stand tall and strong.
No books or no teachers would have taught what my dad taught me.
He has seen much of life, Some great,some not,helped us be what we want to be No matter where I may be,what I may do or who I may become, I am sure my father’s always there for me.
He has been a solid rock for me in times of hardships.
A strong personality who thought I could move the mountain so easily,
He is the person who toiled day and night to make sure our needs fulfilled.
He is a man like no other.
With every year that passes dad, you are so special for me than before.
I have no words to the describe my wonderful memories,
But I am a lucky and proud daughter to have a dad like you.
You are the strength of me standing tall,
You made me live my life with heads held high,
You stood by me to wipe my tears whenever I cried.
You are the best among the rest, You are the first person whom I could talk to about things,
You accepted all my flaws And made me a better person with your love,
You are my guiding force, My light ,my god in disguise.
You are just amazing dad any daughter would have.
Its been so long I haven’t seen you for me to say I love you Dad.
You are the gem of my life,
My hero,
My guide and the moderator of my life.

I Love You Dad….x Rest in Peace x

‘Mummmyy’ (on repeat). How does it make you feel? 

Mummy mummy mummy mummy… Its like a broken record! Lol.. I love my son to bits and he is my world but what is their obsession with “mummyy” on a repeat button when you are physically standing right infront of them or even holding them! (Sigh) 

Does anybody else face this problem?

Theres no better feeling in this whole world when your kids are calling you mummy and showing you love and they only want you to do everything nobody else! But the contstant mummy phase is a no no. Why do you think they do that? 

With my son whos just turned 2, its a mummy thing when he cries or gets annoyed about something and thats it the record starts. But he has phases sometimes, he will do it every day and sometimes he will do it once in a blue moon but i want to know what triggers it to give them that unsafe feeling?? 

For the last 2 weeks he was ill on and off, and when the kids are ill you know they get more close to you and attached and dont want to leave your side ..not even to let you go to the bloody toilet :(..! I knew that was going to trigger the constant attachment and he is not going to leave my side. But then he has these moments where he is fine and has no issues what so ever, but the second he is told off by someone else like his grandmother then the first word comes out of his mouth is mummmyyy!!  I dont even wish to sound spiteful lol, but it does get rather irritating when you are asking your child to explain what is the matter (where he can speak fluently) they just stare at you, cry and press the repeat button for mummy! And its like immm here baby whats the matter… “Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. Mummy. Mummy ” 

They make it seem like its the end of the world. The answer is why? Do you know why? Do your kids do the same? Is it simply a phase that he will grow out off?? (I hope so before baby no2 comes, Omg can u imagine them both screaming mummy in my face 😘😘😘) 


Pregnancy Update… 30 Weeks and counting!

How far along? 30 weeks
Maternity clothes?  Hell yes, and actually quite suprising as didn’t need them with my first
Stretch marks?  None, only previous
Sleep: Had a few rough nights and a few good, all due to me being comfortable and also if Esaa sleeps through the night as a 2year old should.
Best moment this week:  Little baby Aaryan is moving more than ever… showing us his way.. Exciting!!
Miss anything?  Being able to walk as much as i usually do 😦 my only form of excercise
Food cravings: Solero ice creams again like in my 1st pregnancy, cakes, spicy stuff
Anything making you queasy or sick? a smell my nose might not like at that particular moment Lol…
Gender: Boy.
Labour signs: Nope thank god!
Symptoms: Tiredness, Laziness, Cravings are stronger than ever (Ice Creams ;)), Tummy and Back aches and Horrendous Leg Cramps that hurt!
Belly button in or out?  Out
Wedding rings on or off: Rings are off
Happy or moody most of the time:  Happy and Moody – can’t contemplate
Looking forward to: Finishing my college course and getting my grades for Uni!